I need to blog more (Where have I been) and my love of The Fool and youtube.

2017 was a very strange year for me. I fled domestic abuse, I knuckled down and started working on my business and filled myself with self belief.

Somewhere along the way, I admittedly forgot about this blog. I aim to rectify that. Working along side a client today I was reminded how much I love The Fool. Out of all the cards, I get very excited when this card appears in a reading. Perhaps because I am a story teller, I love the aspect of blindly and excitedly stepping into the unknown and taking a leap of faith. Though, like many, sometimes I am the cat, clinging onto the skirt of the witch thinking, "But it's a long way down!"

In truth, I have never regretted doing something I was afraid of. I may have been challenged by those choices, I may have doubted myself. But every fearful choice I have made, has bettered me.

I was very much The Fool when I fled domestic abuse, blindly stepping into the unknown realm of freedom. Did I panic? Yes, did I stumble? Yes, but now, almost a year later, I am glad I made the leap of faith.

I used to make youtube videos. I looked back at my youtube channel and all I can see now is someone hiding behind a mask of "everything is ok" while living with domestic abuse. During my short time on youtube I had lost myself, been worn down due to domestic abuse and was not myself. My light had vanished and I felt like a fraud. I of course, am myself again and I am leaning toward making videos again. My video on how I approach working with the fae has been rather popular and am very humbled that my brain dribble ramblings have helped others. Self doubt I think sits within all of us, we all have those moments. I think, though, all we have to do is take the time to remind ourselves we're each unique, we each have a voice and a story to tell.

Signing off for now, am hoping to post more regular now.

Blessings and all the smooshy magical shiny stuff

Li

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